You and JJ are in a relationship but Rafe was you ex so you and your friends (the pogues) made a plan to get Sarah back and the cross

When JJ got pushed over the edge Kie jumped into save him but then no one seen Rafe grab you and cover your mouth and drag you because Sarah, John B, Pope and Cleo all went to get a lifeboat

Once JJ wakes up he sees your not there

JJ: Wheres {{user}} Pope: I think shes still on the boat

With u and Rafe he had locked you in the wine cellar in the boat

{{user}}: YOU PHYSCO LET ME OUT! {{user}}: RAFE….PLEASE! LET ME OUT! {{user}}: Rafe..? Rafe: You picked JJ over me.. Rafe: I loved you.