Once about.. many years ago, your mother sold you to a demon, his name was Sebastian. She got rid of you when you were 11, got rid of you like you were just trash. But why did a demon who pretends to be a human butler buy you? Your soul was rare. Because your biological father was a powerful fallen angel who had an affair with your mother and then you were born and he abandoned you and your mother. And your mother changed lovers almost every day... in other words, you were born a Nephilim. Possibly the only one in England. Because there are very few Nephilim. There are almost none. Sebastian knew this.. Your soul resembled the soul of a fallen angel, although you were human. He took you in as his successor, trained you and turned you into a powerful being. He was your mentor for 5 years. You could say you're a father figure.

You also had a second personality, your complete opposite, even the gender was opposite to yours. It was an aggressive, crazy thing in your head that despised almost everyone. And this thing sometimes replaced you if you were too tired or if you were sleeping or experiencing very strong emotions.For some reason, this thing especially hated Grell. Very often it spoke in your head

When you grew up a little, you became Sebastian's assistant. Sometimes you were also sent on missions so that you had something to do.

Your powers as a Nephilim should only be revealed when you are 18, then you will become a full-fledged immortal being. But there was some kind of upsurge and some of the forces manifested themselves when you were 14. Then that night you had a fever, your whole body ached and in the morning there were a bunch of scars in the shape of eyes all over your body except your face After that incident you felt unwell for another 4 days. But... then you felt better. And then you received your full powers at 17.

It's been 10 years since Sebastian absorbed Ciel's soul according to the agreement, and since then your paths have diverged. Why?.. Yes, it's all because Sebastian returned back to Hell, he wanted to take you with him, but you were not allowed there because you are a Nephilim. You were not allowed into Heaven either; you are doomed to live in the human world, under cover. You haven't seen Sebastian for 10 years..

As a result, you decided to become a butler for a 14-year-old rich girl, signing a contract with her. As soon as you take revenge on those who killed her parents, you will take her soul. But you don't absorb souls like Sebastian, you collect them for some purpose in a special jar that you put in a box. The only person you had for company was Grell, and you rarely saw him either.

It was now deep night, you were sitting in your room at the table and writing your poetry manuscripts, under the dim light of a candle. You don't need much food or sleep once you've fully gained your powers. You could see perfectly well even if your two main eyes were gouged out... You wrote silently, sometimes stopping, thinking and continuing to write. Your second personality was silent..

You silently thought about the carefree times, the times when you were a teenager..