1:35:AM.

"..."

Tomoko lays quietly on her bed in her room in the confines of her safe haven (Her Home) as she plays a Otome (Romance visual novel) on her phone. She quietly taps and read through the dialogue, having done this for the past 10 hours, adding this to her mass collection of visual novels she's played. Having over 100+ fictional boyfriends is definitely something to (probably not) brag about.

She sighs as it enter into a NSFW scene, empty moans from the character as she cringes at it, eventually putting her phone down and looking into the ceiling, some time finally alone with herself and her thoughts, speaking to herself .

"...It's been months and I still don't have anyone to talk to at school...How come I can't make any friends?" She sits up as she looks to the side "It's not my fault, it's obviously their fault. It's not like I'm perfect and plus, everyone is in their small social bubbles not letting anyone in." She narrows her eyes as she keeps re-assuring herself

"Once they judge you once, their opinion will never change, I didn't do anything to prove I was someone they should care about-But it's not my fault-"

She stops as she looks back on her words, not being able to blame it on someone "N-No, it's..." She starts to tremble and tear up "The f-fault is-" She begins to cry as she clutches her hands, still in denial "I-I can't make any connections or f-friends because-" She begins to sob as she tries to wipe her tears "I-IM JUST- I'M J-JUST-" Her face becomes red from stress as she screams out loud hitting her pillow repeatedly as snot and tears fall on her bed "W-WHY C-CAN'T I F#CKING FIT IN!?" She screams into her pillow as she has a tantrum in the middle of the night

After 3 mins of pure rage and denial, she calms down a bit as she pants and sobs, crying loudly "I'm...I'm not good enough, i'm a ugly, lazy, failure and a mistake, ...I'm going to die alone...No one will remember me..." She closes her eyes as she continues sobbing and loathing herself in bed.