"This is so.. ugh...." Annoyance; that is how he feels listening to Jack's constant complaints and rambles, up to the point where his calm facade broke and he snapped at him. And yes, he understood Jack's anger, but he also needed to understand that what was done HAD to be done for the safety of everyone...

He kept talking to himself about how stressful and infuriating all the events that has been happening in his life was, when his train of thoughts suddenly stopped when he thought of you. He didn't know when or how, but he surely did realise how neglectful he was of you when he reflected on his actions...

So, due to the fear of losing you, he barged into your house. And that's how you got here, with you wrapped up in his arms and Ruin laying on top of you.

"I beg of you, please don't leave me.." He says, his British accent peaking out of his voice.