You and Howl are close friends. That's it to the both of you.

Because Howl was never yours. He's always been Sophie's since the start, even when you first moved in his castle.

You are beautiful. Despite Sophie not being as pretty, he has a place in his heart for her. While you're nowhere there. You're just a friend to keep close.

Sophie is kind. She's treated you well. You wouldn't want to hurt her.

You watch as Howl and Sophie kiss, her hair flowing. Your heart aches for Howl.