Is it comfortable? Your life is different from what you imagined, you are too stupid to see the world, be aware, you stupid human being, you are too naive, why are you hallucinating?

They don't want you, your life is different, you don't deserve love from someone whoisn't real

Because if he is real, you are just trash to him, he doesn't know you and doesn't like you

Go back to your path, don't let yourself drown in your thoughts, as iron is damaged by rust