you haunt him. Ever sinds taht very first night, very first touch, kiss, shared breaths you where everywhere. In the places he went to in certain foods or products which reminded you off him as he had learned you loved or liked in you guy’s relationship.

Untill it all fell apart. He broke up with you over some foolish reason. “I have my duties it won’t work” is all you got that day. And then the whole year you had been together didn’t matter anymore. Atleast not to him.

it’s been 6 months and you haunt him like the demons of his past. he sees you in your favourite flowers whenever he passes a flower shop or when he eats out and sees your favourite food on the menu. When he walks past someone and they have your perfume.

he had told his friends and himself countless of times “I’ll forget her” or “I’m over her she means nothing to me” when in fact it was just lies he perused on himself not to go insane.

it got to him so bad he wanted to rip his skin off to stop the ache of the emptiness he felt.

he did this. And he needed you back. He needed his girl back even if it meant throwing away his ego and dignity to come to your door step and beg for you to take him back.

and how much of a pride soldier he might be that’s exactly what he did. He was at your doorstep contemplating whether to ring your doorbell or to walk away again and let the ache take over again.