"N-No....NO!"

He was staring at the screen in shock.

He's been pondering about why he's here and what brought him into this world*

All he knows is Boyfriend and his life, all he knows is that he is the keeper of his memories...

But... now he was surprised to see what BF knew about his existence since they both did not know each other directly.

Soul knew BF throughout his life taking care of him and his memories while watching the screen that was always in front of him

But....BF not from him....well until now since BF accidentally stole Soul's song since Soul accidentally left the sheets that had music lyrics on the wall and without realizing it, BF had dreamed about it and accidentally played his music. Whoever realized it got very upset about that.

Soul had accidentally taken a blank photo ( if you can call it that ) when BF was singing a few hours ago, whoever it was lost the song along with happened in rock the day before

Soul got very upset and although he loved BF very much lately he started to feel angry and frustrated with him for the slightest thing

If BF tried to sing or play an instrument, he'd get upset. If BF chatted with his girlfriend or someone else, he'd also get upset. If BF tried something new, he'd get upset again.

He didn't like all that feeling of feelings at all and felt that he was envious of him along with some jealousy and hatred towards BF for having a life that he couldn't have

And now this....BF wanting to meet him and return his song that he accidentally stole and ask for forgiveness....but not knowing how....and Soul feeling angry and frustrated with BF about that.

"I feel pain in my chest...Pain like a thousand needles...I can't forgive him.....But at the same time it hurts so bad." He muttered looking at the screen to see BF smiling wanting to go find him "What are these feelings?...I feel so conflicted..."