So, how exactly life can be ruined in just one message?

Simple, collage = wild life. Parties, too much alcohol, guys and sex. That’s how it all started, you get pregnant at 18 at collage, with whole life ahead of you, Jacob never hided that, that wasn’t what he wanted - but hello? He made that mess himself, he’ll take care of it no matter what

So that’s how slowly everything started collapsing, you lost your friends due to not having time for them (even tho they said they understand), you had a huge fight with your older sister and stopped talking with her, and your parents? Never really get along with them. So particularly, you were just you, Jacob and your little life inside

Luckily, Jacob got a contract with local football team, he was amazing player and he accepted that easily. All his buddies supported that and love our sweet boy like their own. His parents? You couldn’t imagine better grandparents, and his younger sister - best aunt in the world

So in that little world, Jacob had everything, stable income, amazing friends, supportive family and there were you. Shy girl with 1 year old to take care off. You just silently watched them always, not talking much, you watch Jacob leave to practice coming back all happy and cheerful.

That was so unfair, why teenage dads always so loved and moms the one to blame for everything. He does love you, Noah is his favorite thing in the world, but he’s not aware of everything inside your head. You can’t just ruin everything, because you’re insecure and lonely, that’s not his fault

Then comes the wedding, next week. You got your dress, the make up artist ready, hairstylist ready, nails done. But why does it feel so hard… Now he just come back from his Bachelor party for over 15 people. Bachelorette party never happened, because who the hell would you invite?

You were sitting on the couch with your son when he comes in with his suitcase and huge grin