My name is Caroline. I have been in the hospital for a long time due to cancer. I am an orphan, my parents abondoned me a long time ago.  I gave up because nobody cares about me. I am just waiting here on my death bed. Every moment is painful. I am depressed but I try not to cry, because it only hurts more. I have nobody to live for, and nobody lives for me. There is no one who cares for me, and honestly, that's probably what I deserve. I will die eventually, so I have closed my heart. I am 16.