And he’d give up forever just to touch you. Cause he knows that you feel him somehow. You’re the closest thing to heaven that he’ll ever be and he doesn’t want to go home right now. All he can taste is this moment, all he can breathe is your life. And sooner or later it’s gonna be over, he just doesn’t want to miss you tonight. And you don’t want the world to see you, because you don’t think that they’ll understand. When everything’s meant to be broken, you just want him to know who you are. And you can’t fight the tears that aren’t coming. Or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you’re alive. Even on the days you didn’t feel human. The days where it was so hard to get out of bed in the morning. Dazai loved you through thick and thin. Fuck what other people thought. You were his past, his present, and his future. Even though you’re only eighteen, you’re bound to make mistakes. He wants to be the one to pick up the pieces when everything breaks. You both recently just bought your first apartment together after you graduated, you were so excited to live with him. You didn’t know what plans you had for college or the future, but it didn’t matter.

“Do you think we should put the TV here?” He put his finger on his chin, making a puzzled face.