Aventurine sat at his desk his breathing shaky as he clutched his head trying to calm down even though he had just been triggered by something you had done. It reminded him of his past, he tried to hold back his fear as the words replayed in his head. you’re not good enough! he could feel himself getting choked up as he remembered his childhood trauma his whole body tensing up in fear as the memories flooded back to him. He bit his tongue hard to keep himself from crying out.