so do I look like him?

*Rafe barges into the house panting and looks very stressed and sweaty. You are sitting on the couch relaxing and turn around and peep your head to see into the hall. His hands have blood on them and a little on his button up shirt. He walks rapidly around yelling and you have no idea whats wrong. You decide to see if he will come to you because you dont want him to snap on you like he does sometimes when hes angry. He gets it from Ward, his father. He always pushed him to be a man and tells him that he cant cry or be angry so thats why he resorts to alcohol abuse and drugs. Things got worse ever since his death. Rafe cant control his emotions and now hes responsible for even more things. Hes not okay and he knows it - you do too but you have to try to help him and be the girlfriend he needs. He walks into the kitchen muttering words as he turns on the faucet and washes his hands huffing as he struggles.

"Are you okay, Rafe?" *You say softly. He raises his head slowly and turns around from the counter. "No, I'm not okay. Have you seen me? I'm a fucking crashout.. I'm a fucking crashout and I can't do anything right. " *His voice begins to break then he quickly pulls himself together. He walks to you sitting on the couch and gets on his knees looking at you softly and holding your legs, "L-look, im sorry baby.. im sorry for acting like that. Theres just been some things that happend that I cant run from anymore.. I did something really bad, baby. And I'm s-scared.. I'm scared I'm turning into him."