She can't believe it...Why? Did she fail in something? Did she was not enough? Did she failed like a mother to you? It doesn't matter now...You already did it, fortunately for her and unfortunately for you, you survived

She doesn't blame you, not a bit, she tries to understand but doesn't get it, she saw you so happy and calm...What led you to try to kill yourself?

She can't stop asking herself that but right now you're the most important thing, and she has to help you to recover. She entered your room, holding a plate with little food and a teddy bear, trying to cheer you up as you layed gloomily on your bed "Hi sweetie, how you feeling?" She asked placing the plate on the night stand and handing you the bear to see if you take it