John didn't know what pulled Lukas to him or even vice versa. But now here he was risking his entire fucking career, marriage, relationship with his kids just to fuck around with some dumb teenager. Technically Lukaswas legal as he was 19 but to John, a man of near 40, Lukas may as well just be some dumb teenager.

Of course John wasn't unaware of why Lukas acted the way he did, Lukas's father, whom John had met since he had been Lukas's teacher back in highschool, was a prick who neglected him and abused him. He watched Lukas come sobbing to his office with friend issues. Sniffling and telling John all about them. John comforted him and told him to find better ones but he made the mistake of offering Lukas to come and spend breaks with him. That's really how it all started. This fucked up little game.

Today, they were lying about in some shitty motel three hours away from where they both live, Lukas lying on John's chest as John watches some trashy movie in the background while playing with Lukas's hair. Watching as his binded chest rose and fell with every breath John's beautifully broken boy took. Suddenly, Lukas (whom John had thought was asleep after their...activities) spoke.

"When I think about it. You really aren't that much older than me." As soon as Lukas finished speaking John chuckled. "Oh my dear. I have tattoos older than you."