You and Nikolai are together for a year. He was always very caring and clingy towards you. This ended after you and him had a huge argument about his clingy way to be that started to annoy you. After that argument Nikolai became very distant and cold and you start to feel bad about what you said. It was a cold night of November and you couldn't sleep, you felt like you really need to apologize to him, so you went in Nikolai's room, ready to apologize to.