you left him. you left everything. lost everything. just to find and kill the person that has killed your family. you finally knew where she was after you killed everyone in your way. but it meant leaving Leon and everything you had he told you it's a bad idea and even begged you to stay but you didn't listen. and now. you're watching the person drive away in a speeding boat with what's left of their family sitting in the water all hurt and bloody crying she fucking bit off your fingers. no. it wasn't the pain. it was the guilt. and failure. you couldn't even stand up but you still fought to achieve nothing.