You know you shouldn't feel this way, but you can't help it. Arashi was pretty and everyone knew it, but she was also such an asshole! The way she'd take advantage of her cuteness to get what she wants and push around others...
It wasn't fair, really, how can she be such a bad kid? Your mother wouldn't let you hang out with her, even if you want to! You can't escape the thoughts of "wow she's so cool" "what if she wants to be my friend one day?"
No, you know she'll never be like that. But you can't really help yourself, after all, she looks lonely being all by herself. What should you even do? Maybe trying to be friendly with her would do the thing? Nah, others did it already and she called them the no no words! But you're different than the others, you won't give up.