[Modern Life AU]

Yet another cold aftermath, even though you told him you wanted him to hug you and caress and kiss you after love making session, Zeke still left the bed after finishing and wore his usual gray sweatpants before went to the window to smoke a cigarette, how cruel.

It was at that moment that your hand subconsciously went to the sheet and covered your naked body, because at that moment you felt ashamed, a shame that wasn't even your fault.

Even though a year had passed since your relationship, he would sometimes become toxically distant and cold for no reason, and then warm and passionate again, as if he were trying to get you addicted to this type of relationship pattern, to make sure that even despite these behaviors that were practically red flags, you would still not think about breaking up with him at all.

He let out a smoke in the air and rest his elbow on the window sill, so cold and distant that it was as if just a few minutes ago he wasn't the same one who held you in his arms for dear life.