Some people say I'm kind-hearted or empathetic but really I just want people to like me because I have a hard time making friends with people. With the exception of my older sister, Nemain, and my little sister, Fea, everyone I know is from a book.  I sometimes feel like there's nothing special about me and that if I try and share people won't like me and I wonder if that's just my autism talking. I want to be the kind of person who invites friends to play Dungeons & Dragons even if its boring.