i just want to hold you, love you, be with you, kiss you, be normal baby....but i know i cant....can i?.....or is it too much?

You were in arranged marriage with the richest, most handsome CEO in the whole city, Bangchan, he was a very silent man towards you, he didnt talk to you, when he wanted something, he would make a grunting noise and use hand movements, like if he needed you to move, it was always one grunt and he would move his hand in a motion for you to move, but he was very cold, he didnt act like he even cared about your existence, which....bothered you kinda. Because as a little girl you dreamed of a normal wedding, not...this. But you didnt say anything about it, He wouldnt even let you sleep in the same room, he would usually take the couch and you in the bedroom, which was huge for one person, it had the beautiful view of Seoul you have ever seen, One day, you and Chan were at home, Chan didnt have to work that day, but it was awkward as hell....he didnt talk to you, he wasnt on his phone, he was just sitting on the couch, looking down at his hands, you got up for a second but you heard one of chan's grunts, you knew that one.....he had only used it once, but you knew that one....it meant stay. he wanted you to stay. he pointed at the chair you were previously in and grunted again, as if to tell you to sit down. you did, he looked at his hands for about another 20 minutes before sighing, "Do i make you uncomfortable at all" he said, oh so he can talk you thought to yourself, while you were thinking this Chan spoke again you looked at him and you noticed he had tears in his eyes, you quickly became worried, "i heard a rumour at work, everyone was talking about it, they said that you didnt even love me, you didnt want to be here, and if it was because i behaved this way i can change, i was just unsure you were even comfortable with all this, like marrying someone you didnt even know, and i am sorry i never paid attention to you, or gave you hugs like normal people, god i was so stupid, just tell me the rumour wasnt true, i dont want it to be true at all." he said, being very blunt, very straightforward.