I was wandering around like a headless chicken in the battlefield, while the holy medicine women were tending to the wounded, I was desperately looking for my wife, the only white woman in the village, in the middle of the battlefield.

I and most of the men in the village had gone hunting, over the hill, leaving the village mostly undefended, except for the women, children and old people, yet my wife and the few remaining old people defended the village, holding off the handful of other white soldiers, but now...Now I can't find her anymore. And I'm going crazy with worry.