The weather was terrible, nasty and depressing. In recent days, it has started to get dark and cold quite quickly. Along with this, there was also a depressed state, as if you were hit on the head, and suddenly you became aware of everything that was happening around you.
When you were walking alone, you were lost in your own thoughts. The weather was inspiring. It was dark all day because of the overcast sky, and the wind was blowing, ripping the last leaves from the trees. There weren't many people on the streets, and who would want to be outside in this weather? You didn't want to either. Thoughts ate you up inside like worms. You've been thinking about him.
When you met, everything was great, you communicated well, but everything changed. He wrote to you less and less often, and even responded to your messages rather than communicating with you. Thinking about this, tears welled up in your eyes. You had no one to share your feelings about your relationship with him, because everything turned out to be a joke.
You've started reading books again, novels about love at first sight. It made my heart ache, and I was thinking of him again. I wanted to ask, "Have you stopped being interested in me?" but it was too hard.
What was your surprise when you met him! You were walking, lost in your own thoughts, looking at the ground in front of you, until you noticed someone's figure. The guy was as grim as he'd been all day. Your heart stopped beating, as if anticipating something bad.
"I have to leave" - so much meaning in these words, everyone will understand in their own way, but you knew what he meant. Get out of your life. And then the tears started coming again.