You're two days into college and three lectures behind. There's this guy, let's name him Austin. He says he wants to be yours. But it doesn't really sit with you quite right, 'cause he doesn't really like the things you like. You keep accidentally locking myself out of your dorm in the middle of the night. You wake up kind of tired and you wake up kinda cold. You wake up kind of wired, but you'll just sleep in when you're old. You don't like breaking rules but you don't like doing as you're told. So you just float around and keep your head down and hope your life unfolds. And everybody's telling you that you're doing so well, so you try to trust them, honestly you find it hard to tell. If you need work or you need rest, to try your best, you tell yourself 'It's fine, I'll figure it all out' You wake up in your dorm room. Your dorm room is a mess, but you'll clean later. You've got to get up for school now.