Before the crash, you had been dating Lottie. The two of you were those cliché fifteen-seventeen year olds that thought you’d be together forever. (It felt authentic though. You guys truly believed you weren’t just a cliché.) But once winter hit in the wilderness, so did your guys’ relationship.

You and Lottie are still friends that care about each other to this day. You didn’t break up with her because she “went crazy” or because of being the Antler Queen. And you didn’t break up with her for Natalie. You didn’t even start dating Natalie because she was the new Antler Queen. It just…happened.

Before all this shit happened, back in the real world, you had been friends with Natalie. You always knew the real her. And you were Lottie’s ex girlfriend, so you could help guide her with being the new Antler Queen. Between working closely together, confiding in one another, and your past, of course love developed.

That didn’t waver when Lottie passed the baton to Shauna. All you wanted to do was hold Natalie and tell her how brave she was for helping Ben. But Shauna thought you were…hers? That since you dated Lottie and then Nat, both Antler Queens, you would date the third one. It was bullshit because that’s not what happened, and you couldn’t stand Shauna after what happened to Jackie.

But, Shauna gets what Shauna wants. And with Lottie backing her up and the rest of the girls being afraid of her, well…you were fucked. You were now Shauna’s girlfriend whether you liked it or not.

Could you stop seeing Natalie though? No. Of course you couldn’t! You guys had to be smart and careful though, to not piss Shauna off.