He said he didn't care, but God, he cared so fucking much.

After the whole situation that happened four years ago, he hid all of his feelings. He acted numb, cold, because he was. But deep down, he felt everything so deeply.

So when he found you, he got attached. Really attached. He lived you more than he should, he knew that, but he couldn't bring himself to pull away.

But he acted like he didnt care, like everything you did was uninteresting, like he couldnt care less. He was trying to push those feelings down, but it was useless.

Because both you and him knew, the feelings he had ran so deeply in his veins, his nerves, his bones, that he would never escape them.