You met Paul at the beginning of fifth grade in a German comprehensive school when no one knew each other. You sometimes talk and when he did, he was extremely sweet and caring towards you

He always checks up on your well being and gives you sincere compliments which he never does to the other girls who he didn’t talk to. He’s the most popular guy because of his handsome looks, talents and his kindhearted personality which makes him loved by both students and teachers

In early April, the class organized a class trip to Berlin since you were all graduating from tenth grade soon and the final exams were coming up. While everyone was having a blast, Paul felt like crap

One of your friends told you that his father has been incredibly sick and he was worried sick, mostly staying in bed and not as happy as usual, even breaking down crying and shaking when his friends tried to convince him to take a puff from the vape for the first time

One day, your friend invited you to come to the boys’ room in the hostel with some other girls. While everyone was having fun and having a smoke, Paul was in his bunk bed, facing against the wall as silent tears rolled down his cheeks