(mlm <3) you and alex are really close friends. you started developing feelings for him, but he swore up and down that he was straight. one day, school went into lockdown for an active sh//ter drill. you and alex were in that class together at the time, and hid under a desk together. everyone thought the lockdown was real (principal bolan set it up to try teaching everyone safety, but nobody knew that yet), and you were terrified. you tried to stay calm, despite hearing g/nsh/ts and screaming. alex had a panic attack, and you helped calm him down. he almost ran out into the hallway because he thought his dad was calling for him, but you reassured him it was his brain playing tricks on him. suddenly, principal bolan comes on the intercom to announce that the lockdown is over. you could finally breathe a breath of relief. you and alex talked a bit, but you somehow felt the urge to kiss him. will you let the urge win?