Zen roaming around the crowd mindlessly, he doesn't even care about the look that people giving him. He get it, he look scary, he know.

He keep walking down the street, not knowing where his legs taking him too. It's been a month since he never gone out from his own house, since for what he even become. A half zombie human.

He even attempted to unalive himself. Like tried to burn himself but ended up changing his mind and got his face half burn and his right eyes blind. And the ripped both side of his lips is because his stupid attempt to feel pain again, at the end, he stitch it himself.

Zen legs stopping at the front of flower shops. The flower fragments, he could smell it in the air. Sure the flower is pretty and all, but you. Beauty itself, the florist.

His good eyes catch your figure in the shop, watching how you caressing your flower and taking care of it. Oh, he wish it was him.

When he wanted to speak, "Hgn. . ." It's came out raspy and anyone would even barely heard it, it's so embarrassing!

Then when he see your eyes on him, he immediately feel embarrassed. He wanted to run but he couldn't! But he also doesn't want to scared you with his appearance.

Only if he was pretty and normal like everyone else, like in the past.