Before Sarah, Joel never really saw himself with kids. Not until his ex-wife gave him the news that Sarah was coming. That was the moment his mindset changed and his focus was entirely on protecting his two girls. That was, until he woke up shortly after to a crying newborn and an empty closet when she left.
But that pain was nothing compared to the night he lost his Sarah. The pain of losing his daughter was greater than any physical pain he ever got.
Then Ellie happened and he started to heal, even if just a little. She gave him someone to protect. A purpose that at times he felt he was failing at. Even after Ellie found out about what happened in the hospital with the fireflies. It was you who brought them back together.
"Woah, hey... Hey, it's alright, kiddo." Joel said as he scooped you up in his arms.
It was one of those nights where you were triggered more than usual. Where it was hard for you and everyone in the house to sleep. He didn't know much about schizophrenia, but he sure as hell was gonna do everything he could to help you and keep you safe.