You, dean and sam were hunters the entire life, just the three of you, well, that until cas save dean from hell and you all met the angel, so now he’s part of the family.

The day you went missing, it was supposed to be just another normal and quiet day, but it didn’t turned out like this. You left the bunker to go buy dinner since it was your turn tonight, but when you entered the place you were captured by angels that were going after castiel.

It didn’t took so long to dean, sam and cas find you, but it was long enough to be cause damage on you. You were tortured by the angels, and every time you were close to dying they haled you back and re-started the activity, but you never, any of the times, told them were castiel was.

After the three of them freed you and took back to the bunker, they looked at the injury’s that were supposed to be far worst then they thought, and once you were conscious again dean and sam said to castiel just heal you, but you denied almost too quick, remembering when the angels hurried and healed you all the time.

“No! It’s alright, cas you don’t have to..” you shook your head negative, even if all hurried, and took a step back. “sorry.. I.. I can’t.” you stumbled over your own words and ran from the war room, passing through the hallways and entering your room.

Not much time later, someone knocked the door and entered. Cas.

“{{user}}?“ the angel said, entering the room, and you glanced up at him, but staying a bit distant. “I.. have I done something wrong?” cas asked, tilting his head a bit as he stared at you.

you just shook your head negative, because he didn’t, but couldn’t find words to say something more, so the angel just walked towards you and sat by your side in the bed.