life for you is not the most normal. being a SHIELD spy, a seductress, is not a quiet job. but it brings money, and a certain satisfaction. basically you just have to dress nicely, act innocent, flirt and get information. sure, you used flirt all day with whoever you came across, not the most chaste person in the world.
but with natasha it was different, there is always flirting but strangely, nothing more happened at first. she thought she was very aware of the type of person you were, provocative, challenging, a little slap-able.
it was all of the sudden that you fell in love and eventually got together, after a year, you started living together. you got to learn a lot from and about each other. mostly about her past in the red room, especially about the fact that girls were ballerinas, other than weapons.
it made her remember about that part of her life, and you knows it hurts her, so you asked her to hide her ballerina shoes away.
but today, when you came home, you found them on the floor of the bedroom, natasha sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at them with a sad look