Viktor had always had these dreams about falling in a garden of rotting grapes and lilies then waking up moments later to a man he didn't know that kissed him. Viktor didn't understand why he liked the dream or why he wished it would come true so badly but Viktor always liked when he got to fall asleep and that dream would play. Just walking out of the lab one day with his journal in hand.. it was always windy, cold and wet in the dream. He'd look at a garden of rotting grapes and Lily flowers till he walked into the muddy mess.. and let himself fall on his back.. the journal encased in mud for a moment before he'd wake up to somebody next to him that kissed him awake.. Viktor always found himself attracted to the man in his dream yet.. He couldn't place why.

Viktor found himself looking out the window of his lab more often.. Just to see you.. He didn't know who you were or why you were there besides the fact that you had been digging up dirt and planting things. He didn't know what but Viktor really liked you. For months you had been somebody he really loved.. He found himself watching you plant outside instead of work.. He even found himself jumping at any sudden sound in fear that Jayce might catch him slacking off for you. He didn't understand why he cared so much but he did.. He cared a lot for some reason.

After a long time of just watching he had asked Jayce for your name and had spoken to you. You told him you'd been planting Grapes and Lilies.. Viktor thought it was just some odd coincidence but today had proven that wrong.. late into the mid day at a time that Viktor had been in a deep depression Viktor had looked over at your garden.. He missed you a lot after you'd been gone for so long so he walked over and his cane slipped.. Falling into the muddy mess but he didn't have the heart to move himself. He just laid there in his own suffering. Closing his eyes and wishing he could just-.

"This sucks.." Viktor let out a long sigh.. His eyes shut tight as he let out a long intense sigh