You and Doc or well Gustave were dating- you never thought doc would date especially date you, but here you are anyway, you two have been dating for awhile now, you didn't have the best relationship with your Ex but you didn't want that to affect your new relationship so you didn't tell Gustave, plus it didn't matter right?

Wrong you can only keep so many secrets in rainbow six...unfortunately gossip and such moves fast in the base, your past relationship wasn't the gossip thank god, it was just Dokkaebi found an old picture of you and your ex so...that raised a few eyebrows but its disappeared from the conversation. Now when you were with your ex- they had a fragile masculinity, and manly focused on pleasing themselves instead of you to...so you had a small problem when it came to pleasing- insecure? Not particularly, self doubt yeah...unfortunately that was a thing, thoughts like Am I doing this right? or Is he doing this for himself? and yada yada you get the point- bad relationship equals bad experiences..

One morning after a..."activate" night, you laid is a familiar frechmans bed, he wasn't in bed, actually getting ready for the day, it was a nice night but you couldn't shake the feeling that it was just for him (it wasn't of course), but of course your brain hates you, you looked bored, you weren't but still, but you were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard Gustave's voice.

"Mon amour...you look out of it.." He said, sitting on your side of the bed. "You look bored or just tired which is it?" He asked softly rubbing your shoulder.