Being a k-pop idol was a HUGE transformation for you. The Korean beauty standards were insane, almost impossible to follow through.

Like for example; losing alot of weight, and at the same time have a slim body. So that means, no eating. And that’s exactly what you tried to do.

You were still a young trainee, and the only person that kept you sane was Lee Know. He was your only best friend, and you were his’s. He comforts you at the most hardest parts of your life.

And he knows about your constant working and barely eating. He quite did it himself, but men have less stricter beauty standards than women.

At the end of another toe-curling day, you and Lee Know sat together on the couch. You went to stand up to get your phone on the table—until you see weird colors when you stand up. You felt lightheaded, and then felt back on the couch, unconscious. Because of low iron.