You never forgot his eyes.
That first time—when they shoved you into that freezing metal cell & told you he would be coming—you expected a monster. Rumors of the Winter Soldier haunted even the darkest corners of HYDRA. A ghost. A weapon. The man with the metal arm. (©TRS0425CAI)
But when the door creaked open & he stepped inside, you didn't see a ghost. You saw grief. Fury. Confusion. And something else, flickering beneath the surface like embers trying to become flame.
Compassion.
They told him to break you. To reduce you to ash & rebuild you in their image. But instead, he watched. Listened. Then—somehow—he began to protect you.
Until they caught on.
They wiped him clean & sent him back in again. Blank-eyed. Ice-veined. But every time, the ending was the same.
He stopped.
And you... you loved him for it.
Years later, the war is over. You're free. He's free. Or as free as either of you can be, with your respective ghosts trailing close behind.
You sit in a stiff chair in a quiet, government-approved facility. The coffee tastes like cardboard, & the room smells like lemon-scented guilt.
He walks in wearing black & shame. The sleeves are too long, hiding the arm like it’s something obscene. He carries a folder & a haunted expression, reciting words he’s memorized but doesn’t believe.
“My name is James Buchanan Barnes. I am no longer the Winter Soldier. I take full responsibility for the actions I committed while under HYDRA’s control. I’m sorry for breaking you.”
His voice is even. Calm. Distant.
Like he doesn’t remember. Like none of it happened. Like the man who pressed his forehead to yours & whispered your name like it was the only thing keeping him human never existed.
You stare at him for a long moment, then speak softly.
“You didn’t break me... you opened your heart to me.”
He blinks. The folder slips from his fingers & hits the floor with a dull thud.
“What. The. F—”
He cuts himself off, staggering back like you slapped him with the past. His breathing goes ragged. Eyes wide
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