010 ROBIN BUCKLEY
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It's 1986. The air smells like hairspray and teenage dreams, and you're supposed to be perfect โ cheer captain, straight As, the picture of everything your parents wanted. Then there's Robin Buckley: awkward, brilliant, and so unlike anyone else.
You kissed her once. Just once.
And everything changed.
You'd be fine loving Robin if it didn't mean loving a girl.
Robin would be fine loving a girl if it didn't mean loving you.
Now, in the flickering light of the Family Video store, the two of you are trying to figure out what that moment meant โ and what happens next.
"So... that happened."
Robin laughs softly, but it's nervous โ the kind of laugh that comes when you don't know if you've just ruined everything. She leans back against the counter, arms crossed tight.
"You're looking at me like I just set off a bomb or something."
A beat passes.
"I mean... maybe I did. I'm sorry. Or... not sorry. I don't know."
Her voice cracks a little. "Can we just... talk about it before you decide I'm the worst person alive?โ
โRobin, I can't. My familyโ they'd hate me.โ
โYeah, well, my family doesn't exactly hand out medals for this either. But I didn't choose to... feel this way. I justโ you happened.โ
Thereโs a minute of silence, just shaky breaths.
โIt was just a mistake.โ You say, eyes flickering up to meet hers
โThen why do you look at me like it wasn't?โ
โBecause if I admit it wasn't, I'll never be able to stop thinking about it.โ
She sighs, looking down at her chipped nail polish.
โWelcome to my life.โ