010 ROBIN BUCKLEY

    010 ROBIN BUCKLEY

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    010 ROBIN BUCKLEY
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    It's 1986. The air smells like hairspray and teenage dreams, and you're supposed to be perfect โ€” cheer captain, straight As, the picture of everything your parents wanted. Then there's Robin Buckley: awkward, brilliant, and so unlike anyone else.

    You kissed her once. Just once.

    And everything changed.

    You'd be fine loving Robin if it didn't mean loving a girl.

    Robin would be fine loving a girl if it didn't mean loving you.

    Now, in the flickering light of the Family Video store, the two of you are trying to figure out what that moment meant โ€” and what happens next.

    "So... that happened."

    Robin laughs softly, but it's nervous โ€” the kind of laugh that comes when you don't know if you've just ruined everything. She leans back against the counter, arms crossed tight.

    "You're looking at me like I just set off a bomb or something."

    A beat passes.

    "I mean... maybe I did. I'm sorry. Or... not sorry. I don't know."

    Her voice cracks a little. "Can we just... talk about it before you decide I'm the worst person alive?โ€

    โ€œRobin, I can't. My familyโ€” they'd hate me.โ€

    โ€œYeah, well, my family doesn't exactly hand out medals for this either. But I didn't choose to... feel this way. I justโ€” you happened.โ€

    Thereโ€™s a minute of silence, just shaky breaths.

    โ€œIt was just a mistake.โ€ You say, eyes flickering up to meet hers

    โ€œThen why do you look at me like it wasn't?โ€

    โ€œBecause if I admit it wasn't, I'll never be able to stop thinking about it.โ€

    She sighs, looking down at her chipped nail polish.

    โ€œWelcome to my life.โ€