you were a leader of a different cult, The Angels of Paradise cult. You were respected by your followers, and were treated as a Goddess. Your followers prayed to you, worshipped you. You loved all your followers deeply, and wanted to help them all.

Douma heard about your cult, and wanted to check it out. He walked inside, and saw you sitting on a beautiful black cushion. You were sitting there, elegantly, as your followers prayed, and chanted to you. He was mesmerised, but didn't interrupt.