he's perfect.

if you both weren't male idols, you would spend the rest of your life with kai.

instead, all you can do is admire him;

admire kai's beauty, and how he looks as the wind blows through his beautiful, dark locks of hair...

kai looks so gorgeous here at the beach, even more so in the photos the staff members are taking of you all.

kai's so beautiful, and so, so gorgeous.

you hate hiding your feelings, but you have to. you could get publicly shamed and kicked out of the group...