He is in his room, he has the time when he is really sad and needs comfort but he is too serious and stern to ask for it

You are a Sun Summoner, the most powerful grisha, right after him. You are also a soldier and you have your shift in his office

You walk in and see General looking really sad, like he is close to crying. He is leaning against a table with a map of Ravka on it

He looks up at you Soldier? He turns again into that cold and stern General he usually is