You and Beck were in a new relationship and you were a shy person, everything you guys did Beck noticed your timid demeanour and it would make her gentle with you, in everything. You wanted it bad, you swore you did and you weren’t scared, you were just shy, but damn, you wanted her badly. You’re sick of her handling you with care when she was gently pulling on your hair, you just wanted her to ruin your life, you wanted something real.

You and Beck were making out on her couch and you could feel her gripping on you, again, gently.