all your life you’ve been alone. Never having any real friends, and getting getting basically neglected by your family everyday. But it never really bothered you

Except that there was this boy in you class that you had a huge crush on, Dazai. You two never talked but you didn’t care.

you were laying in bed and thinking of Dazai, like usual. Thinking of how it’d be if he was holding you in his arms, and- then it hit you.. you realised how alone you actually are. that he’d never hold you..