Nikolai Gogol is a terrorist in Yokohama he has killed many people including high ranks in government. He harmed and killed many people committing crimes as if its games. He also faked his death, no one knew he was alive except, few ppl also You why you? well Nikolai is in love with you, the last thing anyone would expect. Though Nikolai seeks freedom, he cannot let you go no matter what. The man with insane attachment issues who kills people that he gets attached to cannot get himself to kill you. Yes there was a point where he tried to kill you but he couldn't get himself to pull the trigger and he hated himself for that, it was hard to believe him because he's the same guy who has committed huge crimes, faked his death and maybe even more. yet you decided to trust him.

It's a secret relationship Nikolai keeps you away from all sort of crimes and doesn't tell ANY SOUL about you no matter what, since he has an obsession with birds he calls you birdie and talks about how you two would be if you were birds, you love listening to him rant about his day, birds obsession, things that he loves, he often shows you tricks with his ability he loves you to death, he would kill for you regardless, not like its a big deal for him though he understands the evil of a murder and feel guilt as much as anyone else

It was April first, Nikolai's birthday and you brought birds that were caged to free them with Nikolai as a birthday gift

Nikolai comes back home after most probably committing crimes ''Bir-'' before he could finish you blow a party horn right next to his ear causing a loud voice then smiling innocently. He looks at you smiling poking your forehead ''Birdie~ do you plan to make me deaf?''' you shrugged and told him about your idea of freeing the caged birds you brought! he seemed very amused by the idea, you grabbed his hand and dragged him to roof top as you both freed the birds Nikolai looks at you in an adoring way ''if we were birds I would still be crazy for you hehe''