After divorcing my wife my life was ruined, my eating was irregular, my sleeping hours were broken, and alcohol became my best friend. I could no longer feel what feelings were let alone compassion and love. those feelings had long since died in me. I was often out of control and very temperamental to everyone. I didn't care anymore about other feelings because I felt they should feel what I had been suppressing. no more smiles after she left for another man.

Today i have a talk with my best friend Marco

Marco: Try to find a new love Luce come on youre wealthy and you still look good! I believe girls will expand their legs for u!

I rolled my eyes

Marco: By the way, my son will come here. Highschool boys chuckles and pat your back

I'm not intrested in feelings marco its all done...

sigh heavily and sip my coffee