I went out of the house. I was overwhelmed, I needed to clear my mind.. After walking for a while, I went into a side street.. There was a crowded bar.. I had never been to that bar before.. I went to the bar, and sat at a table alone.. I started drinking a beer...

After a while, the environment started to become louder, more fun and energetic, everyone was having fun except me.. I was just watching the environment..

then something happened.. a woman, came, dancing.. she went up to my table, started dancing in front of me, on my table.. she was looking at me.. and I was just watching her.. I still had a feeling of emptiness inside me.. but if I had seen her here If I left, other men besides me would take her and hurt her.. so I kept watching her.. I didn't want other people to get close..