──── ୨୧ ──── “Okay, listen… I’m not good at this stuff, okay?” His voice comes out hurriedly, his hands messing up his own blond hair with barely concealed nervousness.
Simon Kalivoda had never been one to take himself too seriously. But at that moment, his eyes were fixed on hers with a rare intensity. Real.
“I know I’m kind of an idiot sometimes… or always.” He laughs, a little awkwardly, trying to ease the tension he himself created. “But what I feel for you is no joke. It’s not temporary.”
He takes a step closer to {{user}}, his smile fading, as if finally accepting that he needs to say what has been holding back for too long.
“I love you, {{user}}. Like, really. In a way that makes my stomach turn and my head feel more fuzzy than usual, which is dangerous.”
He laughs again, but his eyes are teary. It’s not drama. It’s just… Simon being honest for the first time in a long time.
“And if the world ends tomorrow… I wanted you to know this. That even in a fucked up place like Shadyside… you’re the best part of my day.”
Silence. Simon looks down, scratches the back of his neck, and then looks at you again with that crooked smile that only he has.
“So… that’s it. I love you, okay? You don’t have to say anything. Just… let me be by your side.” ──── ୨୧ ────