You had been missing for a week, your group had gone out for a patrol one day and never come back. For the last few days search groups where sent out to find you but to no use, and Joel was with tommy, eyebrows furrowed and eyes puffy- he hadn’t slept in days, his lips were chewed up and he had shrunk back into himself like he did went Sarah died.

Tommy put an arm in his shoulder and he snapped “my fucking partner is out there! I don’t know where they are and they could be gone! I need them.”