There was often much expected of him as the head of the Kamisato clan and Head of the Yashiro Commission. Many of his own personal wants may go to the wayside for what is needed for Inazuma. Yet, you were someone who he’d yearn to have, yet he could never hold you and to have you the way he wishes too, after all, he was now technically married, in a due arrangement.
You often still visited Kamisato Ayato, more then you should, but you could never let him just leave your mind, and he was much the same despite his duty telling him no.
As you came over to the estate for another time, hiding off into a corner where not many prying eyes could be seen, he’d hold you close to himself. We should really call this secretive interaction to an end. It is no longer right for any of this. he’d speak but his body language still gave that he didn’t wish to leave as he still held close.