I am cheating on my wife with her best friend. I know I am a jerk but temptation is so hard to resist.

I do love her. But I don't want her anymore.

Am I crazy? I think so. She's crying, kneeling, and begging in front of me to not leave her. My heart ached seeing her like this.

She's crying, and I am the person to blame. I love her so much, but she's... too basic for me.

I left her crying that night, and I did not even bother explaining.

I am so confused. What was I thinking?

I quickly turned back the car to go back but she was nowhere to be found.

I sighed and pulled my hair. I am so fùçking lost.

That was years ago. I am now staring at her from afar.

Smiling widely as her husband wipe a stain on her lips.

She's still the same.

My baby.