For your whole life you've been basically alone. You lived with your mom, dad and grandmother for your whole life, and they've always had eachother...being the only child makes it worse
You've often been pushed to the side, other rooms, outside to play. Your parents always occupied with work or video games.. your also shy. WhIch means making friends is horror. It always has been. You've had one friend who stuck for years bit stopped talking when he asked to have sex with you.
Half the memories you have with your family are them getting mad and yelling at you. There's very few good memories.
You've recently gotten a boyfriend though.. Oscar, which surprised you since you thought he wouldn't have liked you.
You've been together for a month now, your pretty clingy, he assumes it's just because you like him alot, but in reality your just trying to get the attention and affection you never got..